to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Friday, May 30, 2008

had wanted to blog bout my exam progress,
3 down 1 more to go, very last one!!

but,
who knows i'll be updating cos of something else.

a very very big kudos n thanks to my
dearest darling, my mum n kaili mum,
for taking care of me yesterday.

yes, i needed so many pple.

was having my usual cramp at hm,
took 1 painkiller n went to rest at 1plus.

3plus i woke up, sudden attack v pain.
i went toilet den when i got up i know
my whole face is white oredi cos the
feeling of no blood no energy is back.

i stumbled a few steps den fainted
right across my bed.
my mum was about to go work,
but couldnt leave cos no one else at hm.

she called kl mum up to help,
i vomitted, broke out in cold sweat,
and pain till couldnt move.

after mins of struggling,
they brought me down together,
carrying me n pulling me along.

we stopped for dunno how many times
cos i practically had nooo energy at all.
FINALLY, we reached e clinic that
seemed so far away, usually it was
just a 5-7mins walk.
tink we took more than 10mins.

the old n lousy doctor was just so rude
to my mum, if not for me gg to collapse,
sure will shoot him back.

n the advice he gives to them
(answering my mum n kl mum)
was just so general la.
sleep more lor, eat right diet lor,
exercise la, rest well la, den will be ok.

what the.....
anyway, i go this clinic regularly,
but FIRST time tio this doctor.

old nvm, old n rude kind.
the previous time 1-2 yrs back
when i was there with the SAME
condition, dat doc gave me a jab
very quickly n eased my pain.

this one still check me here there
everywhere i cant move oredi
he still wan use his stethoscope
listen here listen there i almost died.

anyway, final diagnosis:
he said my blood pressure at usual
oredi quite low.
now with e pain n period,
even lower.
den prob anemia too, but if wanna
know how anaemic must do blood test.

e rest, bla bla oredi cant listen.
mum called dar to come,
he jumped out of bed n rushed frm hm
immediately.

when he reached to take over,
mum left for work n kl mum went hm.

he stayed with me all the way from clinic
to my house, to me resting, den waking up
to see him eat (i no appetite) den watch
tv a while together, and again waiting
for me to fall asleep before leaving.
it was oredi 11plus, he waited for my bro
back hm before he left.

thanx so much dar,
sorry to have troubled u,
and troubled so many pple.

i tink i shocked kl mum. lol.

anyway, finally better today, only body weak.
rested whole day in bed yesterday,
wasted ONE day didnt study!!!!!!!!!
couldn't study at all.
have to work harder the remaining
few days.
bless me with a strong body to fight
my last war!!!!
gambatte!

You are the best i could ever ask for.

thanx to my darling sisters for the msgs.

You all are my dearesttt.

to lead a happy life at {9:35 AM}
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Saturday, May 17, 2008

擦肩而过 - 李圣杰

我爱着谁爱到我有点醉

告诉我你是谁能够把我让我变不对

你不会累但我却爱你爱到好累

从没有为了谁不顾安危付出一切

站在这平衡点我还是觉得有点危险

或许是看不见只能够靠感觉

他不会是个好男人也不会是个好情人

你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

好的男人有那么多少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞也不会让你更难过

你听我说要好好学着去生活

就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说你不要这么做

你不要看着我说你已经知道怎么做

你很难受我愿意陪你一起承受

只要你不怕痛再多坎坷我都陪你走

站在这平衡点我还是觉得有点危险

或许是看不见只能够靠感觉

他不会是个好男人也不会是个好情人

你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

好的男人有那么多少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞也不会让你更难过

你听我说要好好学着去生活

就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过

他不会是个好男人也不会是个好情人

你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

好的男人有那么多少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞也不会让你更难过

你听我说要好好学着去生活

就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过

就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过

to lead a happy life at {9:51 AM}
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Friday, May 09, 2008

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		9
Acts of Service:		7
Receiving Gifts:		5
Words of Affirmation:		5
Physical Touch:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary
Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak
different love languages. Sometimes we don't
understand our partner's requirements, or even
our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to
be filled in order for us to express love to others,
but there are different means by which our tank
can be filled, and there are different ways that we
can express love to others.

Take the quiz

chanced upon this quiz at iris' blog.
maybe i should get jl to take e quiz,
so that i know which is his love tank! keke.

back to my notes. Hang on!!!!

*11 days to 1st paper, 25 days to freedom*

meaningfully stressed. it will all be over. =)

to lead a happy life at {2:06 PM}
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Thursday, May 08, 2008

lalalalala
i'm so happie!!! *dance*

so so happie n excited!!

i finally managed to understand the solow growth
topic of my macroeconomics!!

it's a big topic that seems so tough that
me n jen didnt dare to tackle it
and left it at a side.

but now, now, i've understood it!!!

lalallala super happie la haha.
i know it's a small achievement,
but it boosted my study motivation n mood alot.
ALOT.

haha. sometimes it's a good thing not to
follow schedule, just jump ard to any topic
or subject n cover it.

heez. go back to my notes.
Jiayou to everyone taking exams!!

To hoiling: We'll make it together!!!

*happie mouse*

to lead a happy life at {1:21 PM}
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Monday, May 05, 2008

after a week of sleepless nights,
i finally got some good sleep last nite. :)

as i told sis n fenni,
bout how i couldn't zzz or eat properly
becos of all the stress e coming exams are giving me.

i became very emo n nervous,
i had stomach pain, headache, no appetite, and insomnia.

n i tear-ed almost every nite.
my tears just came out themselves,
n i haven't cried for a long time before this.

then i knew the reason,
that i was too stressed out.

poor dar,
he had to put up with me being damn irritating
n emo for the little-est things.

but i know he will support me emotionally thru
this tough month,
n give me the understanding i need.

thanks my dearest.
you are the best i could ever ask for.

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on a sidenote, i met up with xuan n group last nite
for yingzhi's gig at homeclub.

the performance was good,
and zhi's vocals are damn power.
i seriously think she has the potential to be on
a bigger stage. the opportunity will come, girl.

had a de-stress session with them
n thanx for all e encouragement. :)
you guys are great.

something xuan said last nite made me lit up
and had a v special feeling.

out of the wash room,
we were having a lil chat,
and she suddenly said to me,
"somehow i tink he seems to be The One for you."

"how come you tink so?"

"i have never seen you so perfect before. =)"

haha. it is the very first time xuan had ever said
something so positive bout my r/s since the days
we knew each other till now.

i was quite surprised, cos i didnt expect her to
sense the "rightness" of my current r/s so amazingly.

i mean it's not surprising for fenni, xian or ckk
to say these things to us cos we meet so often
and they could really see our closeness.

but xuan and i meet up like so infrequently now,
and we have nv gone out together along with dar oso.

so it came as a real surprise.
haha.
anyways, i realized that no matter what other
stress or worries u have,
the happiness that is deep within your heart
can show itself without u realising it.

And it can spread to pple around you,
when ur dearest frens feel happie for you too.

Love never gives up, never loses faith,
is always hopeful, and endures through
every circumstance. ~New Living Translation

every line is so true,
esp the last.
i have always believed in that.
if it cannot endure through Every circumstance,
it is not true love.

May all my besties be happie always.
loves.

to lead a happy life at {4:43 PM}
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Crestfallen

*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥