Sunday, August 13, 2006
my growing-so-fast hair as mentioned last nite.
i didnt realize my hair has oredi grown so long until i saw my back reflection in e mirror.
but my hair is so boring. long and plain, old highlights all gone
n hair colour is now a yucky brown plus black,
with the black roots so obvious!
but i dun wanna dye my hair in case i spoil it, cox i aint got $$ to do loads of hair treatment!
tho im really craving for some hair treatment right now.
super long nv go do le, tink my hair's getting dry.
i tink im supposed to study today.
last nite chatted with yaosheng on msn, only den i realized our test is only 9 days away!
22nd aug. omg it's so freaking soon. sigh.
but i haven touched my books today.
woke up late at 2, had a brekkie cum lunch with my mum n just-came-home dad.
den walked ard, chatting with parents, basically idling, till late afternoon!
n im glued to my lappy surfing ard for e past few hrs!
nuthing productive done at all. =(
i tink im going to waste another sunday yet again.
n i must rem to bring my pumps to work tmr. i aint gonna let dat auntie say me again!
stupid. when i still tink of it. grrrrrs.
oh n guss dropped by my hse downstairs earlier on, i asked him wasn't he afraid i'll scold him?
told him not to come oredi i wun be gg out.
n he came straight frm jb from his sabah mountain-climbing trip.
with his 13 kg big bag. it was so freaking heavy.
so i went down to meet him a while, n he passed me so many lil stuffs!
there's dis pink slim water bottle (okie quite suitable for me i admit),
some chocolates, another bot of water, some chewing gums,
and a garfield mug with lid!
haaz i guess dat was e best thing of e stuffs!
lol im such a HUGE garfield fan.
i tink i wun ever get enough of garfields.
didnt hav mood to take pics of em yet, maybe later i will?
feeling so bored now.
mum n dad hav gone out together for some singing session.
bro has been missing since yesterday's afternoon. tink he's at wcg.
n me is alone at home! with my lappy my garfields n my fann wongs to acc me.
boo =(
i hate being left alone at home lydat.
though i love to be alone at times.
im such a contradicting girl. sigh i dunno wad i wan to do too.
n it's getting dark! so fast. one day's gone lydat.
i feel like crying now! why man. dunno.
maybe bottled up so much unhappy feelings since yesterday,
still no chance to unleash it.
but i dun tink i'll cry. im such a strong strong girl!
haix. being alone reminds me of things. so many things.
i miss him.
grrrrrr i gonna go walk ard, watch tv or vcds, make some food for myself,
take some pics of my new lil things, do watever except to stone!
i wanna slim down! how how how. i hav such a itchy mouth lately.
oh n it's aug, my year of 21-year-old is ending soon!
i must go do a makeover soon!
but with my present state (bad hair, fat body, not-dat-nice face blah etc)
it's gonna be difficult!
it has always been my wish to do at least a makeover album when im 21.
i tink it's a golden year.
but i tink im getting quite far from my wish!
how how how. must discuss with my dearies sisters soonnn.
*gonna walk ard like a zombie in my desolated house* 
to lead a happy life at {7:18 PM}
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