to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Friday, July 28, 2006

shit!! wth is blogger doing!! my whole entry kena erased when i juz wanted to select the whole thing! angry angry angry. somemore im not feeling well in my stomach now. sick. im angry. n i juz mentioned in my long long entry dat i wanted to be happy! grrrrrrrr

i shall recall to the best of my memory..

finally uploaded all my newer pics online dis two days, ended up sleeping late last nite, resulting in dizzy spells at work dis morning. i ALMOST did something very careless, about to submit a cash depostit when i haven counted the stack of 50s. lucky i realized suddenly, but still i was careless. got a shock, immediately went to rest n apply medicated oil right after the transaction. banks allow no mistakes!

but still, im happie to have posted my pics, felt a great sense of satisfaction when i finished everything. actually the motivation to do all dis without further delaying is all from a recent acquaintance's blog, n i was inspired to post all new pics online too. haaz girls are just so fond of showcasing their pictures =)

anyway, i've decided to be a happier person, enjoying life, loving myself, laughing with friends, bonding with family. not cry, feel shattered n broken, nor to be down n crestfallen. but will it be that easy? it is my wish, but wish is always so far away >>>>>>

dat is why i changed my blog song, from the beloved zui hou yi feng xin by jacky cheung, to the current LoveFool by Olivia. a sg singer who made it good in japan, lent to me from guss, a nice n relaxing album a girl meets bossanova. playing it in my hifi instantly sets my room into a relaxed cafe mood. it's so good dat im unwilling to start listening to the other cd he lent me together.

will be temporily putting my jacky cheung's sad songs aside, till who-knows-when-i'll-need-it again. hopefully not soon though. dun wanna cry, dun wanna be so broken all over again. though my heart still ache n break everytime i recall. okie shall not talk bout it, be happy!

handling full time bank job plus degree study plus heart troubles aint no small feat! i dun wanna be defeated, thus i have to shed away the troubles! happy happy happy shall i be!
good luck to myself! haaz cheerios =)

to lead a happy life at {1:39 AM}
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Crestfallen

*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥