to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Thursday, July 21, 2005

i~am~back~!!!! from like over ONE year oredi. omg is that possible?
look at the date of my last entry. it seems like few days ago but look at the year!!

hmmz nonetheless, im back becoz of 2 reasons:

one. im back to the online world, coz im not working at lido anymore since last month, and i am so free now!

two. i visited my yi2 po2 (grandma's sis) yesterday at a hospice. an old lady at 74 yrs old dis year, she's had cancer all e while i guess, but had reached a terminal stage now. i felt shaken when i saw her sleeping on her bed. a once fair n slightly plump lady, she's now become so skinny n wrinkled. now she's realli all skin n bones. she had become such a small sized person dat i wouldnt haf recognized her. her hair has grown back as she has stopped treatment. she's too weak for chemo or any new medicines. now they are juz trying to lessen her pain n give her morphine. suddenly i feel so much. dis is e first time i've seen someone i noe been changed so much by an illness.

lastly, i'll like to ask my sis to help mi wif my blog! my pics n stuff all gone, teach mi how to make my blog more exciting, juz like urs! i envy ya mani stuff on e blog man~

``life is juz so short. live it while u can.`

to lead a happy life at {7:28 PM}
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Crestfallen

*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥