to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Thursday, May 06, 2004

itz been some time since i last entered anything here. after the trip to kukup i haven had time or energy to update my blog, or rather, my internet explorer has been giving mi tantrums, onli working during certain times. now is one lucky time slot i have, and im not gonna waste it, thus here i am.

dun wish to elaborate the details of my kukup trip, but it has been realli fun n fulfiling, meeting interesting characters like robelle and gan, and enjoying my time wif pple like khuan n keong they all, not forgetting yun long who is realli so damn entertaining. had so much laughter thru out the two days trip, bringing my mind out of my troubles for a well-deserved rest. oso, fei-ge n biqiu-jie still remain my idols, my role models in life.

it has been a few days since i came back, and yesterday yingyu introduced mi to a new environment, to find myself, find success, find money. went for the 2nd time today, n gradually learning more abt the system n environment. starting to feel dat dis will be my new found drive n motivation for dis year, which is full of changes for mi.

had a nice day today, but after supper wif sis, xian, gby, brother n yk, dunno y my mood dropped to a big low suddenly. maybe itz after we talked abit bout uni admission, n it got mi down again.

sigh, when i get low, i start tinking bout all my probs again. actually there shudnt be much to think bout anymore, i haf more or less decided on who i wanna be with. it is only i still cannot tell myself with 100% confidence: Yes, dis is wad i wan. i am waiting, still waiting for the moment i can firmly tell myself dis is a decision i wun regret.

i dun wish to waste too much time on thinking, on wondering, coz thoughts bring u nowhere without actions. i wan to live my life to its fullest everyday, i dun wan to haf any regrets shud i leave the world tmr. thus, i hope to be able to try everything dat im interested in. right now, i dun wan to give up chances n regret later.

``if i can erase a word from my dictionary permanently, it will be the word 'regrets', because i wan to live a life without regrets from now onwards`

to lead a happy life at {3:11 AM}
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Crestfallen

*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥