to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Monday, June 30, 2008

Reflection

more often than not,
whenever you sense something is not right or wrong,
the problem usually lies in yourself.

and it's true.
i think so,
and i believe so.

a nite for reflection, a nite for thinking.

but a nite is not enough.
never enough.

time, i believe time is the key
and oso the right mindset.

i guess i've been losing a little of myself slowly,
and it's time to pick up the pieces.

think what has gone wrong
and what should be corrected.

of course,
i know i cant make things change overnight.
but,
i appreciate greatly dat at least it's discovered early.

like a tumour,
i believe that cracks that are left un-discovered
over time will turn into broken pieces totally,
like a malignant tumour.

so at least,
an earlier discovered crack can be mended and
hopefully be repaired
and sealed up to its original condition.
at least i hope.

i seriously pray in my heart that
this whole thing can be mended.

it hurts me so much that it aches alot.
alot.

i believe and hope that
everything will be well once again.
i do not have faith in myself,
but i have faith in the friendship.

i believe that the strong love i have for it,
the strong love that we have for it,
will pull us through.

it is not a friendship.
it is the friendship.

i cant do without it.
i cant do without you.
and you know who you are.
really love you two lots. lots.
from the bottom of my heart.

nitex my blog, nitex my friend.
i'm sorry for everything.

i just wanna let you know,
how much i treasure this in my heart.
nothing can ever replace it.
the road we have walked down together
has been so tough. so tough.
i know our road is still very much longer.

would i be able to sleep tonight?

to lead a happy life at {12:20 AM}
________________ . . . . _______________

Crestfallen

*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥