to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Monday, May 05, 2008

after a week of sleepless nights,
i finally got some good sleep last nite. :)

as i told sis n fenni,
bout how i couldn't zzz or eat properly
becos of all the stress e coming exams are giving me.

i became very emo n nervous,
i had stomach pain, headache, no appetite, and insomnia.

n i tear-ed almost every nite.
my tears just came out themselves,
n i haven't cried for a long time before this.

then i knew the reason,
that i was too stressed out.

poor dar,
he had to put up with me being damn irritating
n emo for the little-est things.

but i know he will support me emotionally thru
this tough month,
n give me the understanding i need.

thanks my dearest.
you are the best i could ever ask for.

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on a sidenote, i met up with xuan n group last nite
for yingzhi's gig at homeclub.

the performance was good,
and zhi's vocals are damn power.
i seriously think she has the potential to be on
a bigger stage. the opportunity will come, girl.

had a de-stress session with them
n thanx for all e encouragement. :)
you guys are great.

something xuan said last nite made me lit up
and had a v special feeling.

out of the wash room,
we were having a lil chat,
and she suddenly said to me,
"somehow i tink he seems to be The One for you."

"how come you tink so?"

"i have never seen you so perfect before. =)"

haha. it is the very first time xuan had ever said
something so positive bout my r/s since the days
we knew each other till now.

i was quite surprised, cos i didnt expect her to
sense the "rightness" of my current r/s so amazingly.

i mean it's not surprising for fenni, xian or ckk
to say these things to us cos we meet so often
and they could really see our closeness.

but xuan and i meet up like so infrequently now,
and we have nv gone out together along with dar oso.

so it came as a real surprise.
haha.
anyways, i realized that no matter what other
stress or worries u have,
the happiness that is deep within your heart
can show itself without u realising it.

And it can spread to pple around you,
when ur dearest frens feel happie for you too.

Love never gives up, never loses faith,
is always hopeful, and endures through
every circumstance. ~New Living Translation

every line is so true,
esp the last.
i have always believed in that.
if it cannot endure through Every circumstance,
it is not true love.

May all my besties be happie always.
loves.

to lead a happy life at {4:43 PM}
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Crestfallen

*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥