to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Friday, May 30, 2008

had wanted to blog bout my exam progress,
3 down 1 more to go, very last one!!

but,
who knows i'll be updating cos of something else.

a very very big kudos n thanks to my
dearest darling, my mum n kaili mum,
for taking care of me yesterday.

yes, i needed so many pple.

was having my usual cramp at hm,
took 1 painkiller n went to rest at 1plus.

3plus i woke up, sudden attack v pain.
i went toilet den when i got up i know
my whole face is white oredi cos the
feeling of no blood no energy is back.

i stumbled a few steps den fainted
right across my bed.
my mum was about to go work,
but couldnt leave cos no one else at hm.

she called kl mum up to help,
i vomitted, broke out in cold sweat,
and pain till couldnt move.

after mins of struggling,
they brought me down together,
carrying me n pulling me along.

we stopped for dunno how many times
cos i practically had nooo energy at all.
FINALLY, we reached e clinic that
seemed so far away, usually it was
just a 5-7mins walk.
tink we took more than 10mins.

the old n lousy doctor was just so rude
to my mum, if not for me gg to collapse,
sure will shoot him back.

n the advice he gives to them
(answering my mum n kl mum)
was just so general la.
sleep more lor, eat right diet lor,
exercise la, rest well la, den will be ok.

what the.....
anyway, i go this clinic regularly,
but FIRST time tio this doctor.

old nvm, old n rude kind.
the previous time 1-2 yrs back
when i was there with the SAME
condition, dat doc gave me a jab
very quickly n eased my pain.

this one still check me here there
everywhere i cant move oredi
he still wan use his stethoscope
listen here listen there i almost died.

anyway, final diagnosis:
he said my blood pressure at usual
oredi quite low.
now with e pain n period,
even lower.
den prob anemia too, but if wanna
know how anaemic must do blood test.

e rest, bla bla oredi cant listen.
mum called dar to come,
he jumped out of bed n rushed frm hm
immediately.

when he reached to take over,
mum left for work n kl mum went hm.

he stayed with me all the way from clinic
to my house, to me resting, den waking up
to see him eat (i no appetite) den watch
tv a while together, and again waiting
for me to fall asleep before leaving.
it was oredi 11plus, he waited for my bro
back hm before he left.

thanx so much dar,
sorry to have troubled u,
and troubled so many pple.

i tink i shocked kl mum. lol.

anyway, finally better today, only body weak.
rested whole day in bed yesterday,
wasted ONE day didnt study!!!!!!!!!
couldn't study at all.
have to work harder the remaining
few days.
bless me with a strong body to fight
my last war!!!!
gambatte!

You are the best i could ever ask for.

thanx to my darling sisters for the msgs.

You all are my dearesttt.

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*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥