to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Monday, September 04, 2006

dunno previous post was successfully posted by picasa anotz.
anyway it was about yesterday's gathering, it was fun.

but today, went back to office with a happy light mood,
only to discover that i've been poisoned again.
with a backstabber's dirty knife.

i dun understand,
n i dunno how long more does SHE want to do dis kind of things,
until she's HAPPY enough to let me off.

i am only glad, that for one thing,
my shifu n a few others are standing by me,
my shifu is bracing me thru all dis.

n i've told myself,
i'm gg to take things in my stride,
when pple put me down,
i stand up n will not be down!

but still, i felt upset.
i was hit.
n i felt useless abt it.
cox it shows backstabbers win after all.
dat is sad. i must be STRONGER! ROAR

im gonna make myself a toughie pie dat no one can break!
from now onwards,
i'm gg to be super duper careful bout my work,
bout everything i do,
till u have nuthing to pit against me.

though i know dat's difficult,
but at least i muz do my best to build my own shield.
YOU are one of the worst pple i've seen!
crap!

anyway, i felt dat i mustn't be defeated lydat again.
feeling upset n down is like
giving others pleasure when their aim is to get u down.

lucky it's term break dis week,
i shant rush anything,
i CHECK my work till it's upside down correct,
i DO everything till it's sui sui done,
n i SEE wad u still wanna do!
hmmpf wanna play den play!
tho i noe u are power, but so wad?!
i start protecting myself,
hopefully things go well for me n e rest at work.

n lastly, shifu said something so funny today.
n it makes sense.
why does SHE always go key siao when cat's not here?
u need frens so much izzit??
u wanna poison her mind u do dat.
i juz dun understand y cat always believes you.
dat is sad.

YOU ARE CRAP!

to lead a happy life at {8:51 PM}
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Crestfallen

*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥