to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

i came home from work today n i cried. =(

i couldnt keep it any longer, the feeling of being bullied is so so so lousy n upsetting!
my shifu was being pushed ard today,
n she was v angry.
but she said something dat melted my heart towards day end.
she said shi fu useless, dat's y tu di (= student = me) oso get bullied.

i felt so upset! my shifu is such a kind person, dat auntie shud stop bothering us!
n after the talk with jen on e bus home, i realize things r not so simple.
the troubles at work lately are not gg to end soon.

n im getting worried.

im afraid one of us will kena something one day.
*touchwood*
but i really hate pple playing games at work.

lately oredi so busy from sch stuff, den now still hav to face such probs at work.
n i tink they r so darn unnecessary.
i hate dis!

n i was oredi in a v low mood, upsetted my study plans today.
i oso din go thru my presentation 4 tmr, but i tink i'll be ok with it.
was surfing net earlier on to distract myself,
den i chanced upon a story on angel's blog,
n i cried again.

im so confused. sometimes i feel numb over e whole thing,
dat i cud juz focus on sch n work n gradually forget him, or our memories.
but sometimes, i still break down upon flooding of our memories.

im getting more of these emo breaks lately,
dunno izzit becos of the low mood from work tt led to tis,
or juz stress fr being too busy?

anyway, went out a while juz now,
met up guss n sis. not a very planned meet up actually.
sis, hope u'll b able to pull thru dis whole thing soon,
and safely.
seriously HE gets on my nerves!
dat insulting msg will remind me wad a jerk he is.
n u shud protect urself too k!
dun help him anymore le.

sigh. i dun wanna sigh anymore!
i wanna be strong.
no, i AM strong.
wahahha.
garfield garfields here i come for ur needed comfort!
keke at least sleeping in my bed of garfs makes me feel betta!

dreams to a better n smoother day tmr. or later keke.
im deprived of good sleep.
nitex.

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*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥