to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Friday, June 02, 2006

so far started work for the fourth day, tmr is fri oredi. everything's been well at work, colleagues were concerned bout my injury (to them i had a bad fall), n i wore specs right from monday till now. was fretting on sunday how to go to work cox my eye's injury still veri obvious, the bruise around oso v obvious. in e end tot of buying specs so got one at causeway w my parents. it's still ok, but maybe im not used to dis new tootz look ba.

anyway, had been missing my sisters alot ever since e incident, n im veri happi dat i met them up today, tog with junwei, yk n angel oso. den i oso juz knew dat van didnt noe bout the whole exact thing till today.. no worry sis, dun keep saying sorry i dun blame u, i juz missed u all aLot. n i know u all love mi, juz like i do ritez =)

after ktv it was 11 plus, previously to me dis is considered very early. not even 12. but now, i dunno y things have changed. before our parting outside causeway, i was suddenly very lost n scared. coz im e only one taking train. so i keep tinking i'll be walking hm alone frm e station after dat. n i keep tinking wad might happen. who might appear. wad if.. wad if.. wad if.. i dunno if im paranoid, but i became so afraid n nervous n lost control dat i cried. uncontrollably my tears flowed down. im sorry buds i didnt wan to trouble u all. but i cudnt help it but was so scared. i had nv been lydat before. walking by myself when it's dark had nv been a great fear of mine. but now. but now. in e end my dearest two accompanied me hm by cab, 3 of us went to take cab while the rest took bus hm.

thanx sisters really. i dunno hw can i cope w/o u two. i wish back my courage, my security, my confidence. but i guess maybe it takes time, or wad i dunno. now, i juz wish for a peaceful life. for all of us. hope things be smooth, life be better for all of us. n i wish now for safety for my whole family. i came to realize how impt it is to be sAFe.

scared...still. can time heal this? i believe it will. so pls show me it will. god bless, all whom i love, all who loves me. praying for a peaceful life n mind.

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Crestfallen

*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥