to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

a chapter of my life has been closed, n a new chapter is beginning.
i didnt dare to take up dis dream, didnt dare to Fall.In.Love.Again.
but becoz of U, becoz of ur love, im willing to try, willing to give myself a chance again.

it wasnt easy, dis knot n struggle has been with mi for so long.
finally, i untied dis knot myself. happy, yet down. relieved, yet lost.
but im still glad dat i made e right choice. at least im willing to forget now, to live again, to have my own life again.

i hope the future will be bright, i hope U r the one, coz i dunno how many more heartbreaks i can go thru again. as i've told sis, im tired, we r all tired. n scared. thanx really for giving me hope in my life again, for loving mi so unconditionally.

but dis days im really scared. im scared to let U down, i dun mean to but sometimes memories and thoughts juz flood my mind n i keep quiet, making u upset as well. it's not dat i wan to hide anything from u, but i juz dun wan to upset u.

right now i can only tell myself to cherish wad i have now, and forget bout all e unhappy past. though i know i cant forget him, but at least i know i wun make e same mistake all over again.

the following 3 quotes reflect how i really feel towards all the impt aspects in my life. with my family, my friends and my love.

``Spend ur EveRy dAy like there is No ToMoRRoW`

+:True Love has no happie ending, coz True Love does not end:+

*Friends are Kisses Blown to us by Angels*

i really hope to spend more quality time with my parents, to dote on my brother, to hang out with my close friends more, and to love wholly, undividedly. *go on girl*

to lead a happy life at {12:01 AM}
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Crestfallen

*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥