to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Monday, July 12, 2004

ciggies are back. ciggies are gone. i dunno. feels like im drifting thru life nowadays.
going out, ton-ning, clubbing, making my mum pissed, lazying, and mani more things im doing EXCEPT studying.

mum wans mi to work at her place, since im juz WASTING my time away. if onli i can turn back time, i wish i had not registered my retake. do not want to waste dat money. but i realli cant study. wad e hell if i haven registered i wun be stressed now aint i. den wait for nex year poly or uni registration n intake, i still got one whole year can work WITHOUT worries.

aniwae wads done is done. if i realli go mum's place to work, i guess i haf to juz live with it. work at nite. study in the day. learn driving in the day. yahz gimme another 6 hrs everyday god. den it wud be complete NO life! no clubbing no going out!

guess i wud haf to survive all dat if i realli go there work. on top of dat, survive working wif HER. mum's GOD DAUGHTER. aniwae i wan recep job not waitress so it shudnt be a prob? wun be working wif her i hope. *cross fingers*

aniwae, was quite happie, in fact veri happie, when i received HIS call yesterday. i sort of wondered y. yahz i love him, but past few times i didnt feel dat happie n high when he called. dunno y though, but maybe becoz quite long le n miss him? lolx i oso dunno. yesterday talked quite long almost an hr, and suddenly missed riding on his bike n realli felt like riding it immediately, wif him riding mi. told him dat, n he asked mi to go there right away. lolx toopid idiot. n last time i oso forgot to shoot a pic of his bike, but he said i can always do it the next time =)

sigh. life is getting a bore. n vexing. maybe i shud realli hope to start work at my mum's place earlier. at least i can get income n survive easier. last week been taking in too much ciggies i guess. every nite downstairs. but tink wun do so now le coz dad will be at hm at nite dis week. sigh sianz!

totalli sianz wif life! but lucky now i got driving lessons. they are fun though. and i guess the onli thing im looking forward to is my september trip back to malaysia for my biao jie wedding. he seemed quite eager too, lolx it was him who reminded mi of dis yesterday. yahz i wud love to see him again. n ride on his bike. 729 will always leave beautiful memories in my heart.

``Drifting in life, but looking forward to seeing YOU`

to lead a happy life at {11:47 AM}
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*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥