to lead a free and happy life, with all the right people!♥♥♥

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

how come blogger change its layout, feel odd odd de. haaz but nvm its not up to mi to decide wad layout it uses aniwae. staring at the comp now wif tears piercing my eyes sia. i am so so so tiredz, juz woke up from a 2 hr nap after playing mj thru the nite at xian's house. how i wish i can continue to slp and slp and slp!!

sigh, but muz force myself to wake up, coz going down raffles later. eyes still piercing like hell, its been a long time since ive been deprived of sleep. shud eat dinner b4 going there, but i realli no appetite now. too tiredz to do anything! omg~

last nite was ton-ning at zx house, wif sis and her frenz, cCk, william, kunjing and one kbox captain, i forgot his name. watched my tape until veri late almost 6plus le den tot wud go and slp, who noes ended up in the mahjong table wif sis, cCk, william n zx. lolx was having a great time though im mostly being suan by cCk.

sometime somewhere at a point when cCk was resting, dunno y but we raised the issue of bgr, coz we said wad qing chang de yi, du chang shi yi n stuff lydat. den out of nowhere raised the issue of ky too. though we changed topic n continued wif the mj session, my mood took a downward slide completely.

i couldnt get myself joking in the game, coz my mind is all about wad they haf said n wad ive heard from everywhere n wad if dis wad if dat. tinking bout everyone else oso see us as incompatible. sigh. the moment i minded it, i noe i'm asking myself, is dis true love? if it is, i wouldnt haf minded ritez?

haix veri veri veri luan. veri veri veri fan. veri veri veri tiredz. sometimes i feel dat i need ky. sometimes i feel i dun. but i dun wan n dun dare to hurt him again, the second time. sigh WHY IS IT LIKE THAT?!?!

my head is bursting, my eyes are so so tiredz. as if i dun haf enuff things weighing mi down wif my uni admission problems. arghz, going to change soon n get down to raffles. wif my ever so tired eyes n body. i wonder how i will get hm.

``Fan fan fan!@!`

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*elaine
*e.MouSe
*26.jan.85
*emouse26@yahoo.com
*elaine_cheng26@hotmail.com
*uol year 3 student
*loves garfield
*loves fann wong
*loves pampering myself
*cherish people who heart me
*adores all pretty babes on earth

Yearning for

♥a peaceful life♥

now: yearning for a happy life and excellent results.

♥My Wish List♥

♥nice laptop pouch
♥good earphones
♥white tote
♥gold gucci tote
♥guess perfume
♥burberry weekend
♥trip to hongkong
♥trip to taiwan
♥trip to australia
♥trip to japan
♥lotsa money to buy things for myself & everybody i love

♥Dearies♥